Hhhhuuuuwwwwaaaaaattttttt!!!!!!!!!!!
August 25, 2008 by ladychin
Just this weekend, my aunt held a cleansing ritual at my grandma’s house. During the ritual each of us were blessed/ prayed for. A sign of the cross was drawn on our foreheads using some liquid (holy water is suppose).
The surano/ manug bulong/ maaram’s revelations about each of us were dead on. It would rock your core. She had revealed things that we would like to keep as secrets. Good thing my parents were not there during the ritual. As in deado talaga ako.
Anyways, on my turn she said to me "Kelangan mong mag decide sino sa dalawa." I thought "Sinong dalwa?" I have only one boyfriend ever since and I have already decided to be with him for the rest of my life. She said, "May isang taong may gusto sa’yo. blah blah blah… ang boy friend mo ngayon hindi siya ang first love mo…. blah blah blah… dahan dahan sa pagsasalita kasi masakit ka magsalita… pero kelangan mong mamili kung sino sa dalawa."
Charot! I am totally perplexed. Anong first love? Sinong first love? For me si Randy ang first and last love ko. I admit in the past na marami akong kinabaliwan na mga lalaki but I don’t think they would qualify as love. Di naman pwedeng i-equate ang crush/ like sa love.
Pero parang exciting din in a sense. Bigla akong napaisip e if meron nga akong person or thing na maituturing na first love. Ano or sino kaya yun? God? Family? My brother and sisters? My make up kit? Career? My Hair? which anyway got permed today (Thank God!)… Hay ang sarap na masakit sa ulo pag-isipan ang ganitong bagay. Parang Suduko na parang crossword puzzle, nag-eenjoy ka mag-isip pero masakit talaga sa ulo.
