qin dynasty

She is freaky. I met this girl when i was applying for work. We were scheduled together on an exam. We talked while waiting. We exchanged numbers just in case we need to ask about the status of our application.

After the application, exam and interview. She texted me asking me whether I got called back. I said yes I was interviewed and was made to answer a profile sheet. Then she said that maybe I got the job because they made me answer those papers. On the other hand, she did not get a call back after the exam. She said to me that "ilibre mo na lang ako pag na hire ka."

A few days later she texted me a quotation something about friendship is not a written promise but a something something based on trust and something. I thought… how nice of her to send me somthing like that.

Then I went to Iloilo because I got a call from another company I applied to online. While there, she texted me if i got a call from the company we both applied for. I said no and said that I am in Iloilo to find work because I don’t want to put my faith on a single application. She said something like this: "bakit di mo sinabi sa akin?"

It really ireked me. Pakialam mo ba?! I am putting effort to find a job. Do you expect me to ask permission from you?! Or maybe you expect me that I will bring you along?! Excuse me?! Did I said something about me being your placement agency?!

But I kept my cool. That night also she asked me my whole name. I gave it to her but omitted my middle name. She asked me how old I am, how many we were in the family and pang ilan ako sa aming magkakapatid. I answered all her question but then she really pushed her luck. She asked me where my older sister is working and how old is she and what is her name. That’s it! I did not answer back. She is freaking me out! It’s as if like she was digging information on me. Scary! I’ve just known her and she was asking too many questions already.

Days later she texted me again like how am I doing… things like that. I did not answer back. As I was not answering back she kept on giving me missed call. One time, I woke up with a messaege and a missed call from her. In her message she said…"punta sana ako sa bahay niyo kaso di ko alam kung saan." Freaky! She could not even wait to be invited. Feeling close na siya ha. Freaky!

As I was not answering back, she sent me the message about that friendship something something again (WTF!) as if reaminding me that I have an obligation as a "friend" to answer her messages. Freaky!

And recently she sent me this "sabi nila walang iwanan pero sa bawat paglipas ng panahon, may umaalis, may nang iiwan, naisip ko lang… etong nagbabasa kaya, hanggang kelan?" (WTF!) This is freaking me out! I did not promise her anything not even being her "friend". There is a huge difference between being friends and being acquaintances. I have just known her and heck I can’t even remember her face anymore and she’s acting like this. And if ever I want a friend, I don’t want an insecure friend. I don’t want a friend who craves for attention that everytime they text me I am obliged to answer back. I want friends who are comfortable with the thought that even I don’t send them tons of sweet messages or letter they could count on me if they are in trouble. And I am not a snob. If I want to be friend with a person I want our friendship to bloom with time hindi yung pinilit mahinog sa kalburo.